Why

Why? It's happening again Why can't she just see Whenever she does this What it's doing to me Just cause I am cold Doesn't mean that I can't feel When every time against her skin She slides my sharpened steel I can hear her crying Where I'm hidden in her drawer So I know what's coming Though not what it is for I know that she is hurting And wants to kill the pain But all it does is mask it It will return again There she goes again with me The blood is flowing hot No I may not have a heart But still it hurts a lot I hear her mother crying now Wanting this to end But what am I supposed to do She sees me as her only friend